MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! Its christmas morning and here i am sitting at my table, after 3 angels went back home.. having a cold glass of chocolate milk in my “I love basketball” glass…(thank you OGB) and I have the map of new york spread out on table..and was playing Diablo..(thank you WAP) im hooked..majorly hooked..i cant stop playing. im sleepy..but i need to play!! hehe…when im getting even more tired, i will look at my Sharbait calendar and jot down impt dates in it… (Thank you PP,CFB) Ahhh……and of course, i must have my Frommer’s book on NY (thank you,JB) so that we will go the best places…so guys as you can see, I am all set on learning how to read the map by the time we go…i have it in black & white…its settled…its fffuckiiing fantastic… by that time though i might already know the street names..
family came over last night for dinner…and as usual it was madness all over..the christmas carols playing in the background, the loud laughter from the bedroom and kitchen..smell of bloody brilliant food..i am still playing the whole scene in my mind. Of course, to start the party rolling, there was a black out just when my dad put the ham in the oven…heheh…bllooody exciting. i honestly never have been this excited about christmas! of course after midnight, there was chaos and mayhem in the hall…madness i tell you…adults shouting the kids names, kids shouting the adults names…exchanging of presents…presents stuck in the tree…wrappers strewn all over the house..everyone had their corner to go to to…excitement! kissing and hugging and many thank yous were also exchanged…smiles and grins were plastered on everybody’s face…and both JB and myself looked on and we looked at each other and JB said…”see sharkbait..this is our crazy family” it wasn’t about the presents..it was about giving and letting the past slide..letting bygones be bygones..friends, boyfriends were all included in this madness and it was….fantastic. and we both grinned and did a “gupta” moment…im blessed with a beautiful family..they love to interfere in alot of stuff..but i know they’ve got my back.. Indian princess, i know you were extremely upset last night..but i want to thank you for putting on a smile and letting it be…for looking at the bright side of stuff..your heart will be ok babe..a alittle rough ard the edges, but i’ll help you smooth it out…so will JB & CFB..
and of course..once again to my 4 fffantasstic angels.. its cause of you guys that im all whoo hoooo..and that i realised im very very lucky and blessed to have you in my life…because of you guys, I’m always in a HOO HAA HAA moment. i love you all very very much, my jujubees… PP, i better be seeing you on new year’s eve…
there….its all been said… im gonna play abit more of Diablo…and then off to read a few pages of” THE BOOK” (thank you, LMM..my mad baby cousin..i love you) *contented sigh* 2004, you made me realise, life isn’t that bad after all…
“One day at a time,
this is enough..
Do not look back and grieve over the past,
for it is gone,
and do not be troubled about the future,
for it has not yet come.
Live in the present
and make is so Beautiful,
that it will be worth Remembering”
- Ida Scott Taylor-
I heard at Abby's you have a monkey. I wanna see it. 
