Magical Tipsy Toes

I know Dubaibaby has a great need for “alone time” and it’s especially difficult to have it when you’re sharing the same room with someone. I used to think she was nuts and she’s purposely doing it to annoy me…I mean it’s strange when the person sharing the room with you suddenly decides she doesn’t feel like talking. I got used to it…I read her mood swings pretty well now. So when she needs “alone time”, I’m busy sleeping. So it works out well for both of us.

That day when I went swimming alone…the bugger day I call it. I thought maybe…just maybe this would be considered my “alone time”.

I sucked at it big time. My mind was in whirlwind of chaos. I was talking to myself. The voices in my head became louder. I felt stupid and I becamed edgy and irritated. It was soo weird. I even felt lost!!!

ColourfulShoes concluded that maybe my “alone time” was during lunch because I don’t head out with the rest of them. I like staying in. But lets be honest, the only reason why I stay in is because I’m either on the phone or I’m taking at snooze.

All of them say, it’s different with each person. But almost everybody I’ve checked…”alone time” is a must.

So I decided I’m going to give it a try again. And I did. Tonight. From CFB’s place, I suddenly felt this great urge to take a walk. I didn’t feel like heading home yet. I wanted to talk to someone…or send a silly sms to one of the “Best Buds” but since I was experimenting, I didn’t think it was right. Plus, I promised myself if I get down to doing this and succeeding, I was going to treat myself to some ice-cream.

Then the brain memory clicked….a memory somehow decided it was time to fall out.

When I close my eyes, I like what I see….So I thought.