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There are some things that scare me. The reason why they scare me is because I have no control over it. I know the things I do may seem or come out looking hell differently….but I just hope you understand why. I felt like you needed to know because you have asked me before….and when I tell you it’s a long story, you shrug and let it go. But yesterday, it was different. You seemed unsure about yourself…more like you didn’t think it was possible. So I thought about it…..this is exactly why. It will sound familiar at first…but that’s really who you are. Or at least the way I see you.
I love you because you’re Lavinia, my little jellybean.
I love you because you want to try to make it for morning mass, but you just can never wake up early on Sunday.
I love you because you’re emotional. Which messes me up sometimes, but I love you even more when you cry at the last episode of Scholar.
I love you because you can be silly with me.
I love you because you’re a daughter who looks after your mum and then be little girl with you dad.
I love you because as much as your cousin drives you nuts, you’ll do just about anything for her.
I love you because you are silly when I’m having an off day.
I love you because you’re crazy about underwear.
I love you because you like to think you got your heart all protected but really its hanging onto your sleeves.
I love you because you’re a kid when you’re around Lauren.
I love you because you don’t let things that really don’t matter affect you.
I love you because you are such a guy sometimes.
I love you because you’re all girl.
I love you because you’re loud at functions and its not the rude loud, it’s the hilarious loud.
I love you because you’re a sister that a lot of brothers wish they had.
I love you because you like to read people’s draft messages, even when they tell you not too.
I love you because you can never resist walking into a shoe shop. Even if you walk away, you know you’re gonna come back to it later.
I love you because you try on any pair of shoes I ask you too.
And then you like the shoes way too much after that.
I love you because you’re forgetful. It’s madness but hell hilarious.
I love you because I know when you’re not paying attention to me.
I love you because I know instead you’re eavesdropping.
I love you because you’re stubborn sometimes.
I love you because you’re really adaptable to situations. Especially with my family.
I love you because you want to be a hard inside…but I know that will never be you.
I love you because you’re giving…no matter the situation.
I love you because even though I’m going to meet you later, you still reply my emails.
I love you because I can write paragraphs and ask you many questions in an email, you reply back with just 2-3 sentences. It drives me crazy, but I realize it makes me smile just looking at it.
I love you because I can get angry with everybody else but the minute I talk to you, I don’t want to feel angry anymore.
I love you because I know how much you love him and him.
I love you because we can be sitting with our friends and you
know exactly why I’m looking at you but you pretend to look confused and puzzled and you ask me why whats up.
I love you because you say you’re done with them….but each time they come back to you, your heart softens.
I love you because you laugh when i or someone else falls down and you feel horrible for laughing but you just can’t help it.
I love you because my days end fantastically when with you.
I love you because when you’re sad your forehead has a little frown.
I love you because when you’re crying, you think you look stupid.
I love you because as much as you don’t want to believe…you still do.
I love you because when you’re cooking there is nothing else in your mind except making the dish perfect.
I love you because your attention span when cooking is fully taken and I can put pegs all over your shirt.
I love you because you’re trying not to doze off when we’re watching tv, but you end up concussed.
I love you because you hate it when I get drunk, but you still will accompany me to these functions.
I love you because you judge sometimes and I can tell when you have a certain look on your face.
I love you because you’d do anything for your friends, well not anything…but things that really matter to them.
I love you because when you’re all excited to meet the girls.
I love you because you sacrifice your happiness for others.
I love you because you try to share the tv remote, but we both know its difficult for you.
I love you because when you’re asleep and I come over you just move aside and let me sleep too.
I love you because as much as you know seafood gives you allergies you still eat.
I love you because you like to be a kid again whenever you are sick.
I love you because you keep me safe.
I love you because you tell me to tell the story but I’ve only said a few sentences when you jump in and tell the whole thing.
I love you when you do that nose thing of yours….that means you’re seriously have no clear about stuff.
I love you when you smile.
I love you when you get annoyed.
I love you when you talk.
I love you when you laugh.
I love you even when you are really quiet.
I love you when you’re in the kitchen, your domain.
I love you when you’re angry or pissed (I’m scared too of that…heh)
I love you when you’re looking around for the remote control in your house and you’re frazzled when you can’t find it.
I love you when you’re a little edgy when someone else is flipping the channels instead of you.
I love you when you’re walking beside me.
I love you when you’re walking ahead alone and that usually means you need some space.
I love you. And you know its not the fallen in love kinda of love or anything others would probably assume.
I love you because I just do.
Just because