I heard at Abby's you have a monkey. I wanna see it. 
Posted in postsecret on May 22nd, 2007
Archive for May, 2007
stuck on a face
Posted in fucked on May 18th, 2007I need to find a way to believe.
I need to get it back.
I need to remember how it felt to believe in whirpool of magic and sparkles. That its not completely gone and there is some left, at least.
I need to believe that my heart isn’t naive. That its ok to jump into a pretty picture. That these moments of happiness exist without any lies.
I need to believe so my heart doesn’t feel lost and betrayed.
Because when I believe, it gives me a little hope.
That maybe, someday….I’d get my chance to get rid of being lonely.
i have no right
Posted in Heart on May 18th, 2007“I will pack my bags just to stay in the corner of your heart.
Just to stay in the corner of your heart.”
Just to stay in the corner of your heart.”
I get afraid sometimes. Afraid that I will lose all that is before me. Afraid that the more you know what goes on in my head…the more the need to move away is imperative.
I get foolish sometimes. I think I can pretend really well. Sometimes I think a certain way and I do certain things, its really because I have foolish thoughts.
I get stupid sometimes. Because I am afraid that my foolishness is transparent, its stupid that it scares me that all these things will be found out.
And here I thought I was the spiffy one.
