woke up this morning with a funny taste in my head
Posted in is it safe on May 16th, 2007People have certain things or stuff that gets them thru the day – I think. Well, I do have a thing. I have this one thing that I look forward to everyday. Even though that one thing isn’t a daily occurrence – it gets me thru everything and everyday because I see it. Because I remember that last time and that alone is enough to get me through anything, keeping me sane till I get my fix again.
“You didn’t see it, huh?â€
I never imagined it was possible. I mean, I knew there was this possibility, but I never knew just how much it’d break me.
It did.
Wow.
Imagine that. Here I thought I had done this before, I had been thru this before and I was good with all the protection I had in place.
I was wrong.
Because this time, I saw it, felt it and I couldn’t breathe.
“No. I didn’t see it. Not even for a second.â€
“In the winding down hours
I let your heart down again
What did i do to make a scene so gory?
I’m no better than the ones before me
Old habits die hard
I always end up hating the end
What did i do to make a scene so gory?
I’m no better than the ones before me…..
I’m in the middle of a breakdown
Watching you scream
In the middle of a breakdown
Screaming at me
And by the way
By the way
What made you think you’d have it your way?
And by the way
By the way
don’t say I didn’t warn you
that I’ll always stay the same…”
