Magical Tipsy Toes

I hate the fact I’m doing this to you and getting you worried. Especially you.

I don’t like to make you sad. I’m sorry.

I will fix it. I promise…and I realise how selfish I can be sometimes. I can be such an ass sometimes.

I love you. And if that means doing anything and everything to take away that look, I will do it.

The nose is getting from bad to worse. Just when I think its all safe and sound, it trickles down. I’m getting a little worried. I thought I wouldn’t really be, but I am.

Been a little tired with the job search, with the noise in the morning, of the terrible dreams that have been visiting me. My body just feels used and tired out.

Photos from the the trip, the entertaining musical and Mikey’s birthday snow party will be up soon. I promise.

Silly conversations…….this one was a classic.

Me: “Babe, will they judge me if they see blood coming out of nose suddenly?”

Lav:(in her most sincere, innocent look) “Baby! Will you judge a bird who has a broken beak?”

hahaha…that was just too funny. I love you la bum.

I am in a room. A small room. The air-con is too cold. The sounds of beating drums get louder and louder by the minute. I hear screams. Yelps of sorts.

I am in a room. A small room. I see a green bean bag in front of the door. I want to go lay on it. But the beans in the bean bag don’t look too friendly.

I am in a room. A cubicle sort of room with survivor music making the nerves go into a “kung fu” mood.

I am in a room. I spilt chilli sauce on the floor. I hope nobody finds out.

I am in a room. I need to be on the look out. I see them coming. I know they are coming. I need to get my weapons ready and sharpened.

I am in a room. I need a smoke, but the pieces of food in a box taste heavenly.

I am in a room. I almost Crashed, with Me, Myself and I. Who knew that The Number 23 would have sold me out. Dupree never came back, instead I see Cinderella.

I am in a room. A small room. Computer games, DVDs, X-Box, one lonesome bean bag, two chairs.

I am in a room. And I’m having a heck of time.

I am in a room. And its ok because I don’t want to be anywhere else but with my favourite people.