hold on before its too late
Posted in Heart on October 13th, 2007Is the one that would save”
Tonight. Tonight was possibly the worst I’ve ever felt. I do the things I want to do, the things I would normally do, just so that there is some sort of sanity in my head. But tonight, all the things I thought I could handle, I couldn’t. Bit by bit, I feel like I’m disappearing. I feel like I’m losing myself. I suppose we all get lost once in a while. Sometimes by choice, sometimes to stuff beyond our control. I’m not sure if this is my choice or the stuff that is beyond my control. The way out seems clearer but the wandering further and deeper is getting the better of me. Fear, anger and sadness, makes losing myself so much easier.
Tonight. Tonight was so damn difficult to control all the things I should have control over. I desperately need to find my way back. The only way I know how is thru you. But I need to find you. I’m trying to get to you. I see it in your eyes and it kills me to know that the closer I am to finding you, the further I push you away.
I need to find my way back. I don’t want to be lost anymore.
When the stars have all gone out you’ll still be burning so bright”
I will be the answer
At the end of the line
I will be there for you
While you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty
I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance
If you can’t look down
If it takes my whole life
I won’t break, I won’t bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
You’ll still be burning so bright
Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a
Place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight
If it takes my whole life
I won’t break, I won’t bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
You’ll still be burning so bright
Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
