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Archive for December, 2007

2117hours - and away you went

Posted in Heart on December 30th, 2007



“I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in

May Gods love be with you
Always
May Gods love be with you

I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes
cause when you showed me myself I became someone else
But I was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
I picture you fast asleep
A nightmare comes
You cant keep awake

May Gods love be with you
Always
May Gods love be with you

Cause if I find
If I find my own way
How much will I find
If I find
If I find my own way
How much will I find
You

I dont know anymore
What its for
Im not even sure
If there is anyone who is in the sun
Will you help me to understand
cause I been caught in between all I wish for and all I need
Maybe youre not even sure what its for
Any more than me

May Gods love be with you
Always
May Gods love be with you”

You stood there laughing and grinning. You stood there knowing exactly how I would react. There was lunch and drinks involved. I was scared. Shit scared and so I ran. My skin suddenly feeling strangely new.

A month went by. You came around again. Standing exactly where I left you, I dragged you to her. A really long conversation with so many explanations. But you knew exactly what I meant. You knew and you understood. That’s when a bit of myself started to lose itself. I didn’t realise it you did. I bled on your shirt, puked on your shoes. And you still stuck around….and then you go and make me crave it even more.

You spoke to her. I never knew till later. You asked about them. You sang in the wee hours of morning. You were slow in peeling off the layers. Slowly but surely, you were that sure of yourself. You knew before I did. You said you would do the impossible.

You did.

You made me fall. I fell pretty hard and fast. I just didn’t know it yet.

But you’re gone now.

And yet I’m still waiting for that phone call. For that reply.

They say it won’t come anymore. I know it to be true in my head.

But my heart is waiting. It’s still waiting and it will continue to wait till I can no longer feel.

How long more till I stop waiting?


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no sure thing

Posted in is it safe on December 23rd, 2007

“There’s a particular brand of pit that grows in your stomach when you know you’re losing control and there’s nothing you can do about it. Heavy as granite and moldering…It’s the way we’re built I suppose. A natural reaction to the unstoppable spin of the earth below. Forever trying to wrest control of life, love, work, and home. And when we can’t get control there, we’ll fight for it wherever we can. As if we think we could stop the world from spinning just by being mad. - Everwood-

I took a path, a path that seemed scary and unknown from a distance. But with a little nudge, with at length conversations, I found myself staring at the path, with excitement and awe. The need to run the opposite direction was strong, but with plenty of reassurance and promises that it will be alright, a leap of faith in the right direction. I walked down the path with a padded suit to protect my heart.

“Please. Wake up. Now. Enough sleeping. Wake up”

I just didn’t realize the protective covering faded away as I walked deeper into the pathway.

I think I dreamt you up.

You with the suspenders, you with the basketball hands. You with those damn eyes. You with that laugh and grin. You with the gardening and the stories. You with the words and game plan. You, who managed to let me fly to a place filled with what I only see in others.

Why?

I know who it is now. How is it that my heart is slightly comforted you know her and yet, you don’t

“Is it you so tired? I’m selfish. I don’t want anything else to happen. But if you must, and only if you must, sleep all you want baby. Just go if you have too.”

You. I dreamt you up. My heart dreamt you up.

From a memory that never was suppose to be, I dreamt you up, and against my better judgement, I fell in love.


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brick and lace

Posted in postsecret on December 11th, 2007

It’s sitting in the room alone.
It’s watching his expression when he says the things I don’t want to hear.
It’s hearing what he has to say without a hand in mine.
It’s slipping into my other world and pretending this world doesn’t exist.
It’s walking out of the room with all the strength I have left.
It’s deciding what to do and when to do.
It’s the constant worry about everything else that collides.
It’s the hurting that makes me think it has to happen.
It’s the wishing you’re here that makes my heart ache.
It’s wanting to see you that I believe it will go away.
It’s knowing what’s to come that the leap takes a step back.
It’s desperately wanting to sleep so maybe, just maybe in the morning when I wake up I can think a little clearer.

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It’s constantly wanting to be desperately with you that the harder I wish for it, the hurting gets worse.


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