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Posted in Heart, Nita on March 1st, 2008It’s been a month and yet it still feels like it a week ago. You are constantly in my thoughts. When I am out and about, when I am at work…you are sitting behind in my thoughts. I know you’re there, I just don’t want to deal with you just yet.
It’s worse when I’m alone. It’s worse because my heart feels painful. I know you’re in a better and happier place. I see you there walking in gardens, talking to atah, doing the things you love to do and of the things you and Angel K used to speak about. But I am still trying to get my head around it. It feels like I am in dream..and I just need to wake up and pick up the phone and I can hear your voice.
That’s what I miss the most babe…your voice. I miss hearing you say “Kelleh!!” I understand how I will probably get used to missing you as time goes by. But I know I will never get used to not having you here and not being able to talk to you.
Another day (another day), another year (another year).”
