Magical Tipsy Toes

It’s a little difficult to explain what’s been going on. I am not angry or upset…it’s just real sad how things have shown themselves. Strangely she was the only one who really bothered. Guess we don’t really see things the way the are till it’s no longer.

The past few days I have been taking long walks in my minds. Maybe it’s this whole sickness or maybe every where I turn my thoughts run into you. I imagine you smiling. I see your face while giving the speech. I see it and my heart breaks into tiny pieces.

I close my eyes and my thoughts swirl against one another. The wind blows gently, the smell of freshly cut grass lingers. I stare into the darkness, unsure of where I stand. I make my way down a path in the water. I see them in the distance. I reach out to touch, to greet…but they ignore me. I am left wandering by myself. I try to talk to them but I my mind no longer remembers their names. I feel lighter, the voices in my head have calmed down.

I see all but the one I search for is not in sight.