Magical Tipsy Toes

Time is a ticking. Weekends end way too fast. I crave for the days to roll into each other where time slowly passes by.

Diwali at Aunty’s house today. Strangely different. I guess you were right, the minds were filled with things that hurt and of things that didn’t make sense. But ah….the cousins sure have a way of finding the rainbow in the rain..

is it alright if I stopped thinking about you.

is it alright if I asked you to come sit beside me.

is it alright if you could take me with you now.

is it alright if I took you away so we could just be.

is it alright if I never told you truth.

is it alright that I will no longer be..should you leave.

is it alright if the voices slept for a while.

is it alright I watch you sleep.

is it alright if I stop crying everything I think of you.

is it alright if I don’t know when it’s time to let you go.

is it alright if I want you to see what I see.

is it alright if I wished this was it and then some….

First week of October is beginning to look good. Thank you Sup…if we didn’t meet by accident at Mustafa..I would not have known. One of the best gig I’ve been too. 2008 seems like one heck of artsy kinda of year.

I missed you too much today. So did she. She cried cause thoughts of you were consuming. Made worse by alcohol i guess. heh. She drinks and she remembers. I want too, so I can forget.

I’m not doing so well when it comes to you. I’m not ready to let go. For some reason I’m scared to let you go.