balloon string tied on my finger
Posted in fucked on October 4th, 2008I am in the strangest funk.
My head and my heart feels zoned out.
You are in my thoughts more than you should be.
I feel horribly sad….I don’t want to feel or do anything but stay in bed till it’s safe.
My fears every night grow more and more everyday. It’s become a worrying addicition. And I’m terrified that its has that kind of power to do exactly that.
Little things now make me cry and feel so sad and then very angry.
Maybe it’s a weekly virus.
Well…one can only hope.
