2117hours - and away you went
“I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in
May Gods love be with you
Always
May Gods love be with you
I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes
cause when you showed me myself I became someone else
But I was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
I picture you fast asleep
A nightmare comes
You cant keep awake
May Gods love be with you
Always
May Gods love be with you
Cause if I find
If I find my own way
How much will I find
If I find
If I find my own way
How much will I find
You
I dont know anymore
What its for
Im not even sure
If there is anyone who is in the sun
Will you help me to understand
cause I been caught in between all I wish for and all I need
Maybe youre not even sure what its for
Any more than me
May Gods love be with you
Always
May Gods love be with you”
You stood there laughing and grinning. You stood there knowing exactly how I would react. There was lunch and drinks involved. I was scared. Shit scared and so I ran. My skin suddenly feeling strangely new.
A month went by. You came around again. Standing exactly where I left you, I dragged you to her. A really long conversation with so many explanations. But you knew exactly what I meant. You knew and you understood. That’s when a bit of myself started to lose itself. I didn’t realise it you did. I bled on your shirt, puked on your shoes. And you still stuck around….and then you go and make me crave it even more.
You spoke to her. I never knew till later. You asked about them. You sang in the wee hours of morning. You were slow in peeling off the layers. Slowly but surely, you were that sure of yourself. You knew before I did. You said you would do the impossible.
You did.
You made me fall. I fell pretty hard and fast. I just didn’t know it yet.
But you’re gone now.
And yet I’m still waiting for that phone call. For that reply.
They say it won’t come anymore. I know it to be true in my head.
But my heart is waiting. It’s still waiting and it will continue to wait till I can no longer feel.
How long more till I stop waiting?
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