bring me to my knees
I thought I saw you today. I was walking and for that split second, I saw you smiling at me. I stopped for a minute, a little surprised.
I turned back, you were gone.
How silly, it must have been my imagination.
I miss your voice.
I miss your smile.
I miss your silent laugh.
I miss the tv watching you.
I miss hearing you in the kitchen.
I miss pretending to sleep when you wake, just so I can watch you go about your chores, humming your favourite tune.
I miss hugging you.
I miss you putting me to sleep.
I miss your smell of strawberry jam and lavender.
I miss taking walks with you.
I miss holding your hand.
I miss irritating you.
I miss the secret looks.
I miss the white flowers.
I miss the altar sweets.
I miss the incense smell.
I miss lying on the sofa and watching you read.
I miss you feeding me.
I miss holding your hand when I went to sleep.
I miss surprising you.
I miss yelling your name for the sake of it.
I miss hiding parts of your jigsaw puzzle and watching you get all edgy.
I miss you so damn much that when I think of you, I feel like crying.
I miss hearing about your day.
I miss buying ginger beer.
I miss the anticipation of walking to your house.
I miss you standing at the front door smiling and making it ok.
I miss you making it ok.
I miss being able to tell you everything.
I miss talking to you.
I miss you. Do you know?
8 years and still…..
Is it maybe you can come visit me soon, please. Or maybe, just maybe, I could go to you.
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