It’s 11.36am. I am at work and I’ve got at least 5 minutes of free time to spare. It’s pretty difficult to blog nowadays. Ok, no I lie. I meant I refused to write after certain incidents. But I was reading this book last night and I had this urge to start blogging. And so…Sharkbait is back.
Work in new company has been pretty spiffy. It’s been about 6 months..and it’s pretty cool. Colleagues are an awesome bunch. Plus, Best Buds work at the opposite ends while I sit in the middle. So annoying and peeking at both of them is lovely. Although I must be stealth when I do it. And then mo chridhe is also around the corner…and that’s like whoooaaa sometimes. Taking the lift now will never be the same. I am looking forward to tonight’s din din session.
Today would be 4 months. 4 months since Nita went ahead to the place I think about often. I think for a very long while, I’ve been trying to pretend it never happen. It just makes my head a little clearer. But it’s the night that gets to me most. I feel like I’m constantly reliving that Tuesday morning and my mind goes into an overdrive. I miss her like crazy…but somehow I think she’s happy some things have worked out. She must have been working overtime to keep AngelBoy safe…and the Cousins have become a lot more closer, yeah..closer to the point all of us are gonna watch Narnia!! So it’s all good.
Everyday you remind me you’re still around. With the silly one-liners that only you and I knew about, with nicknames we’ve had for each other….I suddenly hear them almost everyday and it warms my heart. Aiya kannah, I love you plenty. Hopefully, whenever you are..you know just how much.
Sometimes, I just wanna close my eyes and think about you. Then I want to spend my day just right beside you and I want to kiss your lips
and hold you close until I see you smile
and that would make me dance under the rain…
