Magical Tipsy Toes

It’s like walking to a new school and wondering if the bag pack and the pencil box you brought will match up.

It’s like wondering if all the kids are going to laugh at your rainbow colored socks because they only wear black ones.

It’s wondering if you’re going to end up alone during lunch time.

Its thinking that maybe, just maybe…you’re not that spiffy after all.

It’s like knowing the skin of “adulthood” has to be slipped on really quickly if not you know you’re going to be left behind.

It’s knowing that you might be left behind that’s keeping you up late at night.

It’s trying to prove your parents’ wrong that’s getting very tiring.

It’s scary. This new job things.

It feels strange knowing that I’ve got another two weeks left in Aloha Enterprise and then I’m off to a place that’s new and different.

It feels sad that I’m leaving behind a really awesome bunch of buds.

It feels exciting that it’s January and I get to plan everyday just because it’s a birthday month.

It feels pain knowing that I can’t help you get what you want.

It feels nervous knowing it’s in 9 days.

It feels happy knowing that in 9 days it’s about to become official.

It feels weird knowing that you still get to me that way.

It feels numb when it comes to you.

It feels resigned when it comes to them.

It goes “Hmmm….” when it thinks about you.