letters to disturbing ppl
The Letters.
Letter 1 : To the one
why are you doing this to me? why are you calling me? please stop. you are messing me up. you cannot call anymore. please. I dun wanna talk to you. I dun wanna hear your voice. I dun wanna hear abt your day. I dun wanna hear abt you. i want nothing to do with you. please leave me alone. please. you do not know what you are doing to me. i was happy and fine. i thought abt you from time to time..but i wasn’t going nuts. You were already placed elsewhere…memories.thats all they were..and now you do this…you call once…to see how i am..fine, i get that (no i dun but im trying) you call me again…why are you doing this? what the fuck do you want from me. stop calling me..pls. what do you want me to say? what? you want to meet for lunch cause you are in the area. i dun want to see you… not now..not after you’ve called..i was going to go for your rom. but now…i cant. you are bloody selfish. only thinking abt yourself. selfish…very selfish you are..why you messing with me until like tat…i thought you wanted to leave the past behind..why you bringing it up now…you get it or not! i was ok dealing with this shit on my own..the fact that i did not wanna deal with it made me happy..HAPPY! and now????? im messed up thinking…why you like that?? i have to deal with all these thoughts in my head..it hurts. do you know that? painful you know bitch.. you dun right…cause you’ve finally got what you wanted…are you happy now??? are you? had fun messing me up…having a ball of a time right?? leave me alone..please just leave me the fuck alone ok..i dun want to miss you, your voice, your laughter, your goofy lines, your silence….get out of my head!! you are selfish…never met you..you do not know me,from now on…we are strangers..please make me stop thinking…pls.. go away…dissapear…
Note to self : stop looking at your phone every 5 mins. stop thinking. go drink. go have a stick. go to phuket. go to new york. eat chocolate. lots of chocolate. burn all letters. rip tristan apart. kill myself. go have a drink again. stop going for a smoke with colleague. funny behaviour going on here. stop all this ranting. take this thought out of your head…hold it in your hand, go toilet and flush the thought down..then go have a smoke. remember to breathe…think happy thoughts.
You are crazy you know that…what is it with you ppl? Suddenly you decide to freak me out?? you getting hitched not my fucking problem what..why call?? why msg…who cares if you are home..who cares if you wanna go eat…go eat la.. why are making me go crazy…all the same..so you wanna meet to discuss…discuss what exactly??? your life? how you have it all planned out?? i dun fucking care ok? can understand or not..stop playing games…all this not nice games u understand!! this is not normal behaviour….what will he think or say if he found out? its not fair to him..why are you like tat..i cant sleep properly cause im thinking abt what you said…why u like to make me think so much…fun right for you to see me like that…you enjoy it…i din do anything to you…what i do..tell me pls…i dun disturb you…all i did was wish u the best and you decided to hit my head with a frying pan…fucking crazy…you are all mad…ppl who have private numbers are up to smth…(jean, mike, gail = normal) the rest are all mean…you think this hide and seek is it?? shiok right to see ppl on their toes and going crazy….why did i argree..what is going to happen? i dunno la…
YOU, the europa perky girl, taxi man & to the other YOU are all NUTS!!! FUCKING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you make ppl go mad!!! if its not the phone calls, its the weird conversation, if its not that its the expression YUMMY, if its not that you bring me to fricking AMK instead of bloody Upper thomson.. cause you cant hear….you know what…thank you very very much! im fucking nuts cause of you…cocks
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