mind your steps - (revised)
Ok…so I’m compiling stuff just for the fun of it. I decided to take a walk down my mind. Like a few steps backwards to inspect the couple of things I’d decided to keep in the storage box of the brain.
Well, the walk down my mind was quite a tricky feat. A couple of bumps and hills and even holes in them. But at least the drawers in the mind were all intact. *note to self: Gotta start labeling the drawers in the mind.
There I was standing in the middle of my tangled spongy mind…when all of sudden wave after wave of flashbacks hit me…
“Money….I won!!!! Monopoly!!!!â€
“ ‘Mesh….don’t bully them ‘Mesh…let them winâ€
“It’s all in the basic of physics….fulcrum. Wanna play water bomb?â€
“Don’t throw the rabbit like that LMM!!!â€
“What did he say? Does he like me? You like him right? Why? What did you two talk about?â€
“He broke up with meâ€
“I’m a dwarf with lousy slippersâ€
“Look LMM, kittens..â€
“CFB, Can I tell you secretâ€
“Take me away….â€
“Polar bear!!!!â€
“I don’t want my heart to be sad anymoreâ€
“I promise we’ll go…â€
“Kill him for me Sharkbait…..â€
“You’re lucky….no relationship…no problemsâ€
“Do you miss love?â€
“I was blind, now I seeâ€
“Serial Swallower
“Let’s eat our chicken rice by the road sideâ€
“You think he knows??â€
“I’ve finally found my rainbow…I’m happy…so be happy for me kâ€
“You gotta stop with all these pie…â€
“Let’s play tennis…I mean badmintonâ€
“Wait till I fall asleep, please…â€
“Promise it’ll be ok…â€
“Watch the spit bubblesâ€
“He ended it over the phone….why?â€
“You got the job…â€
“You want m&ms??â€
“Gupta…..come onâ€
“I bought the tickets….looks like I’m finally goingâ€
“You’re nothing to meâ€
“What if you have plans with me the day I have plans with you”
“He finally proposed!!!!â€
“I hate you…it’s no wonder they do what they do..â€
“I’m ok….and you?â€
“July 28th 2005″
“I’m leaving on Wednesday, 1st March”
“So hypothectical questions….â€
“You think he loves me?â€
“Who do you pity?â€
“Look after her like how I would please..â€
“Let’s discuss this at lengthâ€
“You’re going down bitch…â€
“He doesn’t know songs!!!!â€
“Walk with me…â€
“It’s gonna happen one day…you know that right?”
“So…tell me a story…â€
“I was blind and now I see!!! Is that it?â€
“Pain?…â€
“We’re so fucked aren’t we..â€
“Amno box!!!!â€
“Just because…”
“Just a while more…..just wait a while..pleaseâ€
“It’s on fireh!!!!â€
“100 years…I want 100 yearsâ€
“December 17th 2005â€
“Oh my gad!!!!!!!! CANDY!!!!!â€
“For a while, when I was there…I was free…you get it don’t you.â€
“Don’t let me go….not yetâ€
“You’ve fallen in love, haven’t you?â€
“Right in front of me and I didn’t see it….â€
“Panties…jeans…and skirt…all at once..what the fuck?â€
“The fish that spoke!!! Cat in the hatâ€
“I miss you. I miss us. Where did you go?”
“Of course I believe in the one!”
“I knew I’d see him today. And I did”
“Fuck you and Fuck off”
“You saw it. You found it. Hold on to it a while longer”
“Looks…Amazing Thorth!!”
“It’s ok…They don’t see what I see. All the better for me”
“I promise.”
“Psst…blue..blue..blue”
“I look it and him and I want to keep trying”
“Smile…”
“Brush your teeth with magical toothpaste!!”
“Melted ice-cream?? You like melted ice-cream?”
“I’ll beat you ah!!”
“It’s a surprise”
“Judging!!!”
“I’ll pick you up from work when I’m famous”
“Ok, turn left and then turn right…you missed a turn right?”
“You think he loves me?”
“A fridge, paper….a GHOST!!!”
“You took a step forward, then you took two steps back…and yet always just 1/2 a step behind.”
“Sod off”
And so….for a long while on this quiet boring day….as I walked around in my mind picking up the memories that I remembered… I smiled at some…laughed out loud at some….my heart started to smile…I so need to make more of these!!
“And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me.
For the life of me, I still don’t remember throwing any rabbit. I remember dropping it coz my brother told me to pick it up by it’s ears and someone yelled at me to put it down.
oops.
I loved loved loved this post. Everything about it. And i love you too
I so relate to these two statements tonite. HEHE “We’re so fucked aren’t we..” “It’s on fireh!!!!” Im gonna post a little story about it on my blog so check it out when you get a chance hehe. Love ya girl and take care:)
Wow, what a walk! You could probably write whole entries for each one of those!
What a GGGGGGGGrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeat post, girlie girl! I love it!
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